two oh six

My first weigh in on my new scale put me at 206, which is four pounds less than I thought I was, but I also hadn't eaten in 48 hours.  That's all changed now.  My appetite has come back with a vengeance!

My weight ticker is supposed to go here.  Why won't it post correctly?!

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I joined a Dietbet.  I never thought I'd join one of these.  I hate deadlines and PRESSURE... but I love the people that are hosting this bet.  And I was planning on losing the weight anyway, so I thought I'd try it out.  I need to lose 4% of my body weight in a month to get my money back.  So that's 8 or 9 pounds, I think...  I'm so terrible at math.  The diet bet starts next week.

Dog drama update.

Instead of not being able to sleep, now all I do is sleep.  The neighbor I was walking the dog for is really pissing me off.  She wasn't there and she's telling me it was no big deal, everyone understands, et cetera, et cetera.

Today she asked me if I was coming over to walk her dogs because she hurt her leg and can't get out of bed.  #1.  I don't want to leave my house.  #2.  I don't want to walk dogs ever again, but definitely not today.

I don't know if I should just say, "I can't come over today.  Sorry."  Or...  no.  I think that's what I need to do.  I've needed to set boundaries with this lady for a long time.  I'm terrible at setting boundaries.   I feel bad for her.  That's why I was helping her out.  But walking dogs and going outside is beyond what I am capable of right now. 

This whole thing has thrown off my schedule.  It's 4:30 and I haven't even started my work for today.  I will probably be working until 2 or 3 in the morning which screws me up for the next day.

I need to GET IT TOGETHER!!!