this time next week

This time next week I will be sleeved! 

I've been throwing myself into school work to keep my mind off obsessing about food (this pre-op business is excruciating!), and I feel like I should be doing something to prepare for the hospital, but I don't know what.

The pre-op liquids were a little, tiny better today.  I wasn't hungry until after the gym and then I was shaking and weak.  I ate a light dinner.  I'm really nervous about this.  I got so much differing info about the pre-op liquid diet, so I went with what my surgeon said in the beginning and allow myself to have a light dinner.  Tilapia and salad.  It makes all the difference, because otherwise, I would seriously be camped out at Taco Bell right now.  For me, quitting food cold turkey for two weeks is freaking impossible.

I'm kind of envisioning them saying I can't have surgery because I did the pre-op liquids wrong.  Then I envision myself telling them to shove it, demanding all my money back, and driving straight to Gino's East for pizza.