I'm not really a b*tch, I'm just hungry

Tomorrow I get to go to pureed foods and I'm hoping this will improve my mood, because I have been scarily grumpy ever since I got back from the hospital a week ago.  I've locked myself away from my family because I don't want to take it out on them.  I'm sure it's because I'm hungry.  And it's impossible to reach calorie goals existing on apple juice and broth so I'm sure a huge part of it is that.  Not to mention not being able to drive, go to the gym, bend over, and there was a huge snowstorm here a few days ago which makes it hard to walk outside.  So I've been really weak and tired.  I also have a lot of work to do for this week, and make-up from last week.  And the smallest things annoy me.

I have a doctor's appointment on Monday and hopefully I will be cleared to go to the gym and swim.  I'm still very angry with my surgeon's office.  There's no consistency and their disorganization scares me.  I was told to come in one week after surgery to get cleared to drive and go to the gym.  When I made the appointment, the very day they told me that, they couldn't see me for two weeks!  I got really mad and they squeezed me in for Monday, a little more than a week after the surgery.  It just gets frustrating dealing with a new person every single time.  I never saw my surgeon after the surgery, I saw other surgeons and various physician's assistants.  When I made my follow up appointment I found out the physician's assistant I like doesn't take appointments, so I'm seeing yet another new person.  It just gets frustrating.  Hopefully tomorrow when I can eat pureed beans and cottage cheese, something with a little substance,  I will feel much better about life.